User Profile

My name is Pia. I was named after my great aunt. Yes thats my real name, and no, its not short for anything. I hate talking about myself, Im not very good at it. I consider myself intelligent, Im prone to using unnecessarily large words in conversation. I hate poor grammar. Im a good writer when inspired, a good listener when I care. Im painfully stubborn, proud to a fault, and quick to judge. Im extremely jealous, and kind of paranoid. Im independent, strong willed, self sufficient, and opinionated. I have a hard time choosing sides. Im very comfortable being neutral. Im easily overwhelmed, obsessive compulsive, and terrified of conflict. I have a long fuse but a viscious temper. I adapt my interactions to my surroundings, Im very good at faking nice. Im very good at faking confidence. Sometimes I think Im beautiful, sometimes I think Im not. Please don't tell me to smile. If I dont like you, I probably wont tell you, but Ill talk about it with my friends. I genuinely enjoy drama. I want to be looked at, but I hate attention. I hate people, but Im afraid to be alone. I love to eat. I eat vegan. It makes me feel better if you eat with me. I enjoy people who share my vices, they keep me company in my self destruction. I dance while I drive. Ive danced naked. Im very shy, but painfully open. Ill tell you anything you want to know about me. Im very bad at keeping secrets, mine or anyone elses. I exaggerate the truth. Im extremely fickle. Im financially irresponsible, and chronically late. I have an anxiety disorder. Sometimes I think Im dying. I dont want my grandmother to die. I love my family. I have a dad now. and a stepmother. and a stepbrother. and a half sister. Its strange to be given a new family unit at 18...sometimes I dont know how to interact, so I dont at all. I procrastinate, I avoid, I pretend whatevers bothering me doesnt exist. I am a master at denial. I have more defense mechanisms than I know what to do with, but somehow I always end up feeling exposed. I love taking care of people, and I know Im good at it. Im loyal. Im passionate. I have poor impulse control. I feel everything. Ill give you everything if you give me a reason to. I love to read. I want to travel. I speak french. I speak portuguese. I have goals, and dreams, and aspirations. My future is bright, my opportunities endless, my chances to change the world...limitless. I have done alot. I regret nothing.

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